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[falteringly]

Do you... wish to celebrate it?

[majestyofthethrone]

No.

I want to go home, Castiel. Why won't God let me go home?

[falteringly]

I don't know.

If I did, perhaps no one would be here.

[majestyofthethrone]

Maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm not good enough for Him and that's why I'm locked up here.

1/2

[falteringly]

Our Father--

He tests us in ways that are inconceivable to us until the right moment, and it's difficult to be aware of those reasons.

[falteringly]

But I believe you are good enough, Seraphim.

[majestyofthethrone]

I'm so tired of being tested.

[falteringly]

It will get easier.

[ Which is probably a lie. He's bad at these things. ]

[majestyofthethrone]

Are you trying to make me feel better?

[falteringly]

I-- yes. If it helps.

[majestyofthethrone]

[This reply takes a long minute.]

I think I'm crazy.

[falteringly]

Why?

[majestyofthethrone]

The music keeps getting louder, it's harder to sit and think of math and make it go quiet, I think I make decisions that make no sense but they do when I decide them.

I can't think anymore.

[falteringly]

[ His own reply is delayed for a good few minutes as he thinks on it and finally comes to one solution: ]

... could I see you?

[majestyofthethrone]

Yes.

[falteringly]

Where?

[majestyofthethrone]

The Gardens?

[falteringly]

All right.

[ And if she's not there already, he's going to wait for her. It's not as if he has anything better to do or anyone more important to see. ]